I'm sorry if you guys feel distant from me..
and maybe its true that I'm not making an effort to call you guys or plan outings, because i haven't got the time to do so..

And it is certainly true that i do want to be happy with everyone and keep everyone happy..doesnt everybody?
But it doesn't mean that i would forgo u guys for anything..because i wouldn't.

I would seriously just drop everything and anything should you guys need me, and i believe i am doing so and im trying hard enough to keep this friendship alive.

I know you guys cannot understand certain actions that're coming from me, and i totally understand why too. But you need to give me the chance to explain why i'm doing what i'm doing.

But sometimes you can't expect me to confide in you and explain every action..cos thats impossible. All im asking for is some patience..and i dont know..faith maybe.

I seriously love you guys.
And it hurts to know that you don't care anymore.
It fucking hurts.

Are you telling me you don't want us to be friends anymore?

Just give me time please. I'll figure a way to make it up somehow.

Being Loved ;
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